Sigh.. So this is how it turned out to be. I don't even know how should i feel, what should i do, someone please help me out. Right now all i can feel is hatred, sadness, helpless, cheated etc etc. The more i think of it the more i want to breakdown. Lmr, you must stop all the bullshits! No one can understand how i feel, i wanted to hate him so much but i can't stay mad at him, but at the same time i can't just let all the things be the way they are. I can't pretend nothing happened. So useless. It's not that i don't trust him i just don't know if i should trust or not. On one hand i trusted him that he's not such a person but on the other hand whenever i thought of it, i can't help but i just can't deny what i've saw. & now i'm damn guilty for the way i find things out. But just because that moment of anger i told him i'm not guilty at all. Argh? Everything happened too fast, I need some time.